I am a bad guy after all

I am a bad guy after all,
I keep saying the wrong things
Wrong things, I know,
I say it to the wrong people,
People who have no care to show,
I tell them in the wrong ways,
Though there are better ways to go,
I tell it as I see them,
Somewhere I think I have to grow,
I lost all hope I still try,
I fell such pain i don't know why,
I keep slipping and loosing,
Yet I keep popping and confusing,
With me and my stupid stunts,
They are not just playful and selfish,
Sometimes Stupid and childish,
Retarded yet bold,
Still nothing unfolds,
They will always be stories untold.