I am dying here not knowing

What is happening?
I am dying here not knowing,
Someone please temme,
Or somehow give me a clue,
I am dying here not knowing,
What's with you,
Someone please shout at me,
Or complain my stupid ass,
I am dying here not knowing,
What's with that lass,
Will my persistentance ever pay,
Or should it stop seeing another day,
Someone please say.
I am dying here not knowing,
Will she ever talk?
Did I do everything wrong,
I must've done something right,
They were not dots written long,
It was my freakn life,
I am dying here not knowing,
I don't know how to know,
my chest is so full,
I can hardly breath,
Yet I can't let go,
I am dying here not knowing,
It's either her or my dream,
Life with no agony and care,
No bondage, live everywhere,
But I wld choose her,
But would she,
I ve no balls to ask,
I will die without just knowing,
It's not such a horrible task.