Fragile line

Whenever the fragile line,
From love to,.
have to,
Is crossed,
Like I have to prove,
Something to myself,
The emotional clarity is lost,
The need to push a
non-Existant boundary,
Chase a inflated self,
Make my ego vast,
Get the gold,
Be the achiver,
Time to mold,
Chew like a beaver,
Passion turns to pressure,
Love turns to aghast,
Interest loses to race,
Seems like I am last.