I wanna b a writer

I wanna b a writer,
sail the seven seas,
I wanna work untiring,
Why not rear bees,
I Wanna save the world,
Plant some tall trees,
I wanna learn to sculpt,
Somewhere stay and teach,
I wanna build a hut,
Along the salty beach,
I wanna buy a submarine,
Record dolphins screech,
I wanna Learn to cook,
Build an empire of cheese,
Become a rebel
And fight corporate leech,
I wanna may be, be a doctor,
Unreached I shall reach,
I wanna die drinking,
Or die for what I preach,
I would lose it all, all my dreams,
For Someone I hardly know,
Who knows nothing of me,
You come first, I don't kno why,
This defies logic but So does life.

Love at its brim

Beware, these words can never
Say, the feelings that keeps
Haunting, from the very air you
Breath, to the shadow you seldom
Noticed, make your heart go deeply
Sinking, nights that seemed eere are
Heaven, days streaching, everlasting
Exhausting, connections made from
Randoms, rap songs turn in to
Blues, fears and hopes keep you
Hooked, mind betrayed, logic seems like
Treason, your world keep shaping around
Her, slowly yet abrupt with forces
Enforcing, fatasy turns to horror for this war Is only ment  for loosing.